By Cami Stephens | Observer Contributor
“Cordial. Stay Cordial. Don’t lose your cool.”
I chant that to myself with utter urgency,
hoping I can believe those lucrative words,
wishing your inconsideration, inconsistency, and incompetence did not affect me.
The chant fades into the back of my ruthless mind.
A chant loses its power without repetition.
I couldn’t repeat it anymore.
Now I’m a maniac.
Everything you do, I can’t stand it.
I can’t deal with you:
Your urgency, your abruptness, your terror.
You’re inhospitable, yet you invade my warmth, desperately searching for hospitality.